Trough

I reach trough in my life now. It is my most difficult and painful period within recent ten years. I get four losses. I am extremely exhausted and tired. If I can be luckily fired, I want to rest at least one month.
When I play Mah-jong with my colleagues after work, they also deem that I look very upset in the previous days. One guess it is because I have begun to do two pages each day, so she promises to help me in next week, haha. It is an unexpected return.